The Only Guarantee in Life is That Things Will Change
Just a quick update, because I feel like sometimes I just whine and I don’t feel like being that person today – it was a gorgeous early fall day with the blue-est of blue skies and a nice breeze. I made an awesome dinner and spent an hour or two with a good friend and things were progressing nicely. I was sorting through craft shit, had managed to get through another week of not overdrawing my checking account. The car is behaving nicely, I was making crafty things, laundry was getting done and I was, dare I say it, looking ahead to the future – what was next, trying to get past the fear of letting go of things and making huge changes without a safety next. Try to not let the world define me. You know, spiritual and philosophical advances and the like. Trying to find myself.
And the universe’s response to this?
Hey, guess what? Your landlord wants to sell the house you are living in. NOW.
Thank you, Universe. Apparently if I don’t make change quick enough – you will do it for me.
As to what’s next – who fucking knows? All I know is that I need to remember that anytime I feel comfortable in where I am at, and where things maybe going, that it’s all going to fall apart in a few hours so don’t even bother.
No worries – I’ve been here before, and I’ll get through again.
I’ll be spending the next few days cleaning, not that it’s going to make much of a difference in the way this place looks – but maybe that will be the motivation to downsize even more. Anyone who wants to come over for Disaster Fest 2014, feel free to text or call, and bring a hazmat suit cuz it’s gonna be ugly.
This entry was posted on 7 September 14 by dpecky. It was filed under Profound Insights, Random Rambling and was tagged with anxiety, challenge, depression, family, flying monkeys, funny, gratitude, hope, humor, life, positive attitude.